Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Ask me how this deployment is going

It's not going well. My mood is affected and I don't know if it's biological or psychological. I'm struggling with things I shouldn't, like work. I can't take the emotional stress that once I could. I cry EVERY DAY. I'm not enjoying myself. I know Djruuh isn't either but I can only live what I live so I can't write about him.

I eat Kraft Dinner to punish myself. It never fails to make me feel sick. It's like self mutilation but intestinal.

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